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2009-09-19T17:46:00.005+08:00

just one thing to put up!

I told you its everywhere! haha (:

2009-03-23T21:49:00.014+08:00

Hey Blog! its been AWHILE since I came here, a very long while in fact! hahaha I'm sorry, I can't help it if I'm just too lazy. but yes, here I am, cos people are complaining about how I have yet to update 'you' for so long. I am sorry my dear blog! haha

Anw, okay! So, surprising that I'm here tonight. Not in a good mood, but here I am blogging, out of all times! Hmm, holidays have started and ended. weren't really holidays in fact, but nvm, can't help it, so just tried to make the best out of it! (:

Today's the first day of Term 2, no difference from any other school day. long day of lessons, but it felt fine. then training after school. my shoulder's been hurting since yesterday for idk what reason, and I am very angry! ): back was hurting too but just trained. felt good though, mostly cos of the running! (: need to do more! couldn't do some of the drills cos of my stupid shoulder, but hai, lucky its the left, if not I'd rather die already! hmm, went on to courtwork, and I am not happy again, just thinking about it! very bad play from me, different style=not good for today. but nvm, changed it after awhile cos I know if I continue my style, also not good. okay, then finished up, got the paperwork done, then talked to Mrs Tan and stuffs, and WAH, that one really made us super angry!!!!!! wanted to chu qi, but hai, no wall to slam the ball at! need a chill pill now! -.-

Kay, sorry I'm just needed to vent anger. but now, let's turn to the fun stuffs, photo time! :D

Belated pictures from here and there! (:

Class Outing to Marina Sq for bowling! (:

After Sports Carnival at East Coast, which failed,

so we went to the airport! (:

Bus Ride! Rival! (:

Lao Da Smile? (: LAO YA! LOL! :D

2009-02-14T00:03:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (:

So, stayed up till like 2 last night to prepare the V'day stuffs. Couldn't stay up any longer so I cut short the amount I wanted to make, then went to bed at 2! haha so sorry to those I missed out. will let you eat some soon (: Anw, yes. got some stuffs! (: special thanks to all those who gave presents and all! (:

After the talks in school, went to AMK primary to help out of SL. managed the skipping station with Jess, Cherie, Tse See, Jing Ke and Qiao Ling. counted how many times those 9-10 year old kids could skip in 15 sec. Wow, and some little kids could beat us! but you do the math, count how long it'll take for taller people to skip one time as compared to little kids! we tried our best! (:

Group Photo:

2009-02-13T23:54:00.014+08:00

OH MY, Orientation is over! very sad! ): Gonna miss all the fun times, the high times, shouting our lovely Marty 2 cheer and of cos, I'm missing 0908, Zheng Hui and Hui Hui! ):

Although I almost withdrew from being OGL, the only few reasons I'm glad I stayed was meeting 0908, Zheng Hui, Hui Hui, and all the other OGLs and JC1s, and for the super fun times we had! (:

First day, started out slow as we tried to intro everyone and get out tribe going. had games, and mass dance session. that day, really dance so much till super tired, and back pain. but it was fun! (: Thanks Zheng Hui for the honey water you made for me and Hui Hui. (:

Second day, went to sentosa! [edit] and thanks Jin Yuan, for the honey water with aloe vera! (: ma fan ni le. Anw, super hot day, and ran around so much, but it was fun! (: OG was very high, we kept singing and cheering! said hi to many visitors, with our, "S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E" cheer! then waved loads too. after all the activities, we went for dinner as an OG, plus Eddie! while we were waiting for the bus back to mainland, we did mass dance! very funny. hahah then dinner at superdog, then left.

Third day, they had their activities while we OGLs didn't need to help, but Eddie and I found some cool stuff! omg, YAY MARTY! (: CCA bazaar after that, wow, response looks good so far. happy! (:

Fourth and final day of orientation was wet games mass dance and disco night! (: Disco night was great, omg! loved the lightings and the craziness!

Anw, many thanks to Rachel, our Tribe in charge, for being so organised, so efficient, and yes, great! (: Thanks to you, MARTY WON! :D and to the fellow OGLs too, great times we had!

And most of all, thanks to 0908, Zheng Hui and Hui hui! (:

So here's the pictures we took here and there! (:

SENTOSA!

DAY 4

MARTY 2!

To Marty 2,

We are Marty 2 ah
We are so enthu ah
Pi Pi Pa Pi Pu ah (x2)
"Ah beng Whistle"
Marty 2!!!

2009-02-01T22:59:00.013+08:00

Yesterday, went over to Camy's place for mahjong session! (: met Rival, Bee and Lao po at Yishun mrt then went over to Camy's place. got a tour around her house, so cute! then we decided to start our mahjong session, so Camy opened her storeroom and on her shelf, there were like 6 mahjong sets! haha and she has 3 tables at her place too. I don't even have one of each! Anw, I played at the tai table, first with Camy, Rival and Lao po. then lao po had to leave, so Camy;s sister played. and omg, I very lousy. haha they really too pro la, so sian! lost everything, and Rival keep laughing at me! =p nvm, let y'all happy lor.

Now, Picture time! (:

I left Camy's place to go for dinner at Aunty's house! (: by the time I reached, they finished dinner and we were going to gardens for dessert. so I just grabbed something to eat and went walking! (: OH, and we had awfully chocolate ice cream! SOO GOOOD! (: first chocolate ice cream that I ever liked. didn't know they had ice cream till yesterday. thanks Kor! Anw, so ate mango beancurd, sweets and haato ice cream for dessert. got some stuff for the rest at the house, then walked back. gambled and won! (: very cool. then left for home. slack loads! (:

Oh no, Federer lost today! ): very sad! poor thing, he couldn't get his 14th grand slam title today! ): Everyone kept cheering for him and he cried at the award ceremony. so touching! I really hope he'll be able to get it and tie with Pete Sampras or maybe beat him! Even Nadal said sorry to Federer during his speech, poor thing. Nvm, I have faith! (: he'll get it. (: yay, can't wait!

2009-01-29T23:48:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, was suppose to have trg, but it was cancelled cos we had to meet the hod of pe! talked about loads of stuffs, and how we were going to change the direction of netball! wah, angryyyyy! really unhappy with what the school is suggesting we do! Hai, angry to talk about it. Its up on the others' blogs, so just get it from there!

Anw, after that, we still had self training, and we laughed loads, all thanks to Jing Ke again! hahaha

and now, let me show you Jing Ke's oh-so-unique stretching routine:

Firstly, her ankle rotation and balancing act!

UP! DOWN!

LEFT! RIGHT!

and her stretching her back!

CUTE HOR! hahha (: so funny, this jie jie! And at the end of trg, she kept making the sound that doves make, and she said, "oh, there's a dove!" then we asked her to make the sound of a happy dove, sad dove, angry dove, irritating dove, and excited dove! super funny! hahah :D her entertainment is the best.

AND TODAY,

during maths, which was our last lesson of the day in the com lab, we were packing up, and I got a papercut. so I told Lao ya, and her told me to call 995! we used the GC to call, and she got so fascinated! She told Rachel, "WAIT, I have to answer the 'phone' first", then she went to call 995, which I helped her press on the GC. And Rachel answered her "phone", which was suppose to be the 995 side, and Lao ya said,"hi, I would like to call for an ambulance" and rachel went, this number is for FIRE emergency! haha wrong number -.- then Lao ya asked me to go sick bay! hahah entertainment of the day (:

Lao ya calling 995! (:

Rachel answering it! (: hahah

Friendly tmr with IJC! (:

and Gp essay writing tmr, sian.

2009-01-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

初一！

Mass in the morning at 9, then visiting straight after that! (: breakfast was teochew porridge at 5th grandaunty's place! (: very good food. followed by the other grandaunty's places, and went to 3rd grandaunty's place for lunch! (: our favorite lunch place during 初一. all of us, cousins, go there for our favorite soup and yummy goodies. (:

after that, visited a few more houses, then stoned lots at the last house for close to an hour, then came home! slept for awhile cos was too tired, was up since 8. anw, then went to Uncle Sunny's place for dinner. omg, his house is like a hotel! so grand. hahaha he bought it for like $700,000 and now its worth like $6million! like wthh, richness la. hahaha had dinner, played abit of cards, then left! (:

2009-01-27T02:57:00.000+08:00

EVE OF CNY (:

new year's eve dinner was the funkiest reunion dinner so far. only one dish was chinese food, and the rest were err, y'know! haha we were thinking what will be our next year's reunion dinner theme be, japanese maybe? hahah CNY's so not cny without its steamboat reunion dinner!

Anw, after dinner, we kids drank! haha played indian poker, mostly, just so we could have a fast game where everyone will start drinking. then played this game with some rules, like for every card you pick, you must do something, and it was a good game! everyone drank because of all the rules we came up with, like pick Ace: all girls drink, pick 2: all guys drink, 3: you drink, 4: drinking buddy, and so on! great game, and the champions of the night were, Bailyn, Kenneth and Pheng! haha faces super red! after the game, we went for a walk and the high ones were really crazy! super funny videos recorded of them. (: went back after the walk for a little gambling before the countdown. played a little then just waited for the countdown cos was too tired. Wished everyone there at 12 and got more hong baos. (: then left for home!

a.k.a. 'bet using alcohol cos we're having a recession' night!

More pictures and updates to come for visiting days! (: till then,

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR (:

2009-01-27T02:26:00.002+08:00

Okay, thank you (:

Anw, I wasn't referring to that, but its okay, I have no right to ask about any other things too. Although I really want to know why, just to clear it all up, but its okay. (:

and still, maybe you'd find out what was wrong, or maybe not. and yes, if you do, change it! (: I believe you can. although so much has happened, I still have faith that you'll be able to. prove me right, okay (: tell her what she needs to know, don't keep anything, it doesn't help. Jia you (:

And yup, happy kid too, ya? (:

2009-01-25T15:33:00.002+08:00

YAY, family dinner later! (: can't wait. its going to be a night of fun and gambling! (: lots and lots of gambling! get some hong baos tonight, and start winning, hopefully! (: maybe I can join in and play mahjong this CNY? we'll see! I'll definitely lose to my aunties la, they're just too pro! too fast especially!

hmm, so later, dinner and more new year goodies! baby oranges too. super sweet, love it! (: there's oranges and cherries to give out later tonight.

mass in the morning tmr, and visiting throughout the day! enjoy one day, alot. (: then think about the rest later. haha

Smart la, kay?

And, I don't think you remember anything you said to me.

Can't believe I trusted it last time. Smart!

2009-01-22T01:50:00.010+08:00

TRAINING TIMES = FUN TIMES (:

Thanks for all the fun and laughter! (: can't wait for competitions and friendlies and all. we're gonna have so much fun and craziness to come. haha (:

You know what you did,

so ask yourself and you'll figure out why its like that.

I really wish I can just be frank about it, and say it to your face,

but I can't.

2009-01-11T02:12:00.001+08:00

I really don't understand why you did the things you did,

but who am I to ask.

Yup, so guess its fine then. (:

2009-01-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

说好的幸福呢?

2009-01-04T22:08:00.004+08:00

OMG, BEEE! Did you have to remind me! hahaha

anw, quite bothered about it! ): oh no. I want to meet 自己人, and fast! pleaseeee! I need happy place, cannot take it. unfair unfair. hahah was it better to know, or not! i dont knowwww! hahahha

TRG TMR! (: happy place ya? (:

2009-01-04T21:17:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, had our first ogl workshop! (: cute stuffs. got to meet the house, and everyone in it, appoint our leaders, and start planning some stuffs! (: danced quite abit too, and yesterday my knee got super pain! ): and I was so tired. not a nice feeling

after that, went for EXol dinner! (: great stuffs. had dinner, lots of food leftover, then D, Yilin, Sharilyn, Cynthia, LiJie and me, kept going to our happy places! (: be it the roof, the park or just sitting outside at the road. great stuffs. from talking about how they all want to have BAY in their names, to how we were all so alike, how fated we were with some people and much more. really had good talks. (: so drank abit and hmm, lucky it was just abit. if not i would have been super upset last night, and i really couldn't afford that. so yes, mum kept scolding so I left early . got home, super tiredddd! bathed, slacked loads, tried to dry hair but couldn't make it. so just waited. haha slept! (: then got calls, felt so blur! but lucky I managed to not be blur for abit. (:

Anw, the talks were good! (: thanks y'all, for the awesome evening! (: and the cool realization. we'll decide for ourselves! hahahha (:

Bay, Li Jie,

Yilin, Bee! :D

2008-12-30T11:52:00.010+08:00

Yesterday morning, went out with Mum and sisters for a movie, watch Yes Man! Omg, it was so funny. hahaha cool stuffs mann, laugh loads and I think its one of the few movies that my mum hasn't fallen asleep while watching! haha after that, came home, and slept! (: woke up much later than I was suppose to, then rushed a little, then slacked a little more, and left! (:

Met Bee and Zhi Lin at Cityhall first, then Rachel and Rival came! (: went to Thai Express for dinner

Walked to the esplanade, stopped for some photos on the way, but I lazy to upload those. hahah anw, then I brought them to the roof terrace! (: so pretty view!

Then we went to write our wishes for the new year! (:

On the way to Gelare!

At gelare! (:

On the way to the mrt! (:

Rachel and her Nutcracker boyfriend, and her matching Christmas Tree!

Photo of the day! (:

Had a good time out today! (: from talking lots about Rival's beach wedding and what she is going to do, to her wedding's dresscode, and her bridesmaid and chaffeurs, to traveling with the class next year and lots more. Loads of fun! (: Can't wait for next year, great time with 0832! (:

2008-12-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks Rival and Bee! (: I can't wait to bring y'all out, I really want to just go out and have fun! really really really need it. ): so hurry let me see y'all kay (: thank you.

Goodnight.

2008-12-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

23rd, christmas party at my place! (: sorry, i lazy to upload pictures on it, but I will sooon (: haha

24th, training in the morning. couldn't do anything much cos of the filming! they bluff us, mean people. but anw, came home, slacked all the way will about 5 plus, got ready and went over to Yve's place for dinner. Omg, dinner was good (: turkey, ham, cake and all those stuffs! (: shiok shiok. love it la. miss spending loads of time with the family! they make my laugh loads. drank abit too, super shiok caramel baileys! (: anw, haven't opened all the presents we got from the family. will do in the morning! gave midnight mass a miss cos didn't want to stand with the crowd and all. so mass tmr at 11! (:

Later in the day, either lunch or our with Rival, Bee and the rest! (: can't wait. loads of fun, if I can make it that is! (:

Anw , MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:

Have a good day and GOODNIGHT! (:

2008-12-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hotel stay and shopping over the weekend! (: had good food over at raffles city, cousins came over, had fun. walked and talked lots, it was good. (: but now I'm tired. trg in the morning tmr! (: going to sleep early again. sounds good. haha

Anw, I'm sorry. Sorry I haven't been doing my job well. hmm, I just felt that if I didn't push it too hard, and make it so tough, then trg will be more enjoyable. but maybe its become too enjoyable. so sorry. I just thought that if we did the stuff I wanted us to do, it'll really be too tough, so I just tried to accommodate, and cut down on whatever I can. but it didn't turn out for the better either, so I'm sorry. I promise it will change, it will be better! (: thanks anw. All I ask is to stay! (:

2008-12-17T00:23:00.018+08:00

Today, woke up early to go for dental with Sam and Bri. met dad, bought 2 new badminton rackets! (: yay, so going to play lots soon (:

Anw, went for TWILIGHT today! :D :D :D with Sut Sia, Jessica, Camy, Denise and Hui Yu (: met them at somerset then walked over to cine for the 2 o'clock show! (: while waiting for Hui Yu, we took some photos.

Me and Rival! (: Same blue.

Me, Rival and Bee! almost same blue.

Hui Yu, Denise and Me! (:

bought popcorn and luckily I had a popcorn buddy today, Hui Yu! (: hahaha then went in for the movie, and omg! kept talking about Carlisle, and Emmett and Edward! (: omggg, so cute. we were saying how they suit their roles, how some look funny, and how it was like a silent movie, or at least half of it. how they look so cool, how they run and jump in the coolest ways, and all those! (: haha we sat there talking all the way till the credits were almost done. then we grabbed out bolt cups and left. (: Hui Yu left first, and we decided to go over to taka, walked abit, bought some stuffs, then ate dinner there.

took picture with the christmas tree and mine and bee's own little tree. okay, plant! Rival says its a plant so i'll change it. our christmas PLANT! hahaha nvm, its still just as coool! (:

Camy left cos she wanted to watch her show, so we went over to dhoby ghaut. wanted to get a new chip and dale or stitch pencil box but it was quite ex! ): I need a new pencil box.

Anw, went to spotlight after that, saw lots of stuffs, and took pictures with them!

then went to Gelare for waffles at half price today! (: ate dinner before waffles, so I didn't get to finish my waffle. but it was still good. (: talked, then sat beside my ex-Sjc teacher and his family. his kids were so cuteeee! (: right, rival, lao po, bee? (: hahaha okay, good day out! (:

Here's the end of the day picture! (:

THANKS FOR THE DAY OUT! (:

2008-12-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

Pictures from band performance on sunday with Rival and Bee! (:

Us supporting our fellow classmates, Hui Yu and Daryl! (:

the performance was good. (: played nice songs, including some christmas songs that rival, bee and I had in mind, like Jingle bells! hahaha and they played Josh Groban's You Raise Me Up! So nice! (: clap hand clap hand. hahah okay then went to airport with Rival and Bee for dinner, had a good time. then waited for mum and sis, and left for home (:

2008-12-16T23:15:00.006+08:00

LOOK! :D ITS MY EXol CAP! (:

Front view!

Side view! With my position in EXol, Wing Defence! (:

Back view! TEAM EXol! (: can see "EXol" not? (: haha

Isn't it cool or cool?! :D hahah okay, maybe its just me, but its so cool that we got a sponsor for our team, and that they made these caps for everyone of us even though we didn't ask for it, or didn't even think of it. (: so cute! we all have our own caps with our team EXol's name and our positions! Kay, sorry, over-excited. but yup! (: worth it. haha cool stuffs. Thanks Bee for helping me keep my cap and for passing it to me yesterday! (:

2008-12-15T23:51:00.003+08:00

Short post today, cos I'm super tired and headache's here. ):

Anw, yes! (: slept in today cos cancelled training as it was raining and a few couldn't turn up. kept waking up in the morning trying to settle stuffs. got out of bed at 11, bathed and left the house (: studied today, then at 6, met Bee and headed to compass! had my first meal of the day after we reached. breakfast + lunch + dinner, all in one! (: not bad, eat until very shiok. hahaha then slacked, was falling asleeep. Bee left and I went for a walk (: cool stuffs. walked halfway home! it was great (:

Oh, one more thing! Bee said her left cheek was pain and she think its cos she punched herself while she was asleeep! haha (:

Oh, another thing! I GOT MY EXol CAP TODAY! (: SO NICE, OMG! But I will put up the picture tmr or something. super tired.

Dental in the morning, then movie with the class! (: can't wait!

2008-12-14T23:39:00.012+08:00

Here's the late post from the Class Chalet, which was on the 8th of Dec to the 10th! (: First, we met at Pasir Ris mrt, and we went to grab food for the bbq and the next few days. hmm, so I'm just going to list all the things we did, then the picture will be up! We played 'Don't Forget the Lyrics', 0832 style! (: so cute la, nice songs listed by Lao Po. we kept singing and laughing at all the funny stuffs. and we must acknowledge the surprising acts were Camy and Hon Ding! hhaha (: then played cards and mahjong, followed by BBQ at night. after dinner, played more cards and games, then prize giving! hahah so funny, all the awards. Live nearest to school also got award! so cool! (: also, most sporty person in class, most photogenic, with Rachel and Camy, and Miss 0832, with Rival! (:

after that, went for a walk with Rival, Bee, and JJ. nice walk! (: so got back, bathed, then watched Silent Hill. fell asleep though. hahah

next day, cycling where we taught Rival how to cycle, then lots of card game, mahjong and talking. (: played for the whole day, then bbq some stuffs that were left over from the previous night. after bunny and lao ya got back from work, we went bowling! (: went back after a game and played more mahjong. then the mahjong gang, inclusive of Bunny, Rival, Lao po and me, went to take a power nap. woke up and went for a walk to see the sun rise and talked about alot of stuffs! then went back when the sky was just lighting up, cos we were too tired to wait. so slept, woke up, packed, and checked out. then went for breakfast! everyone was so tired so we all headed home after breakfast! came home and slept all the way till 7, just in time for dinner. Rachel

Rachel! (:

Rival and

Bee! (:

Mahjong Session!

Lao Ya! (:

2008-12-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

Just got back from a long car ride! (: went to orchard to see the christmas decorations. rode in the bmw convertible, saw super pretty lights and all. had much fun, nice ride. this is one of the lovely things that a convertible can do, one other is to see fireworks! (: (: (: new year, hopefully! (: miss going for rides like these.

Kay, so was suppose to go for training this morning but it was cancelled. I think cos too many people couldn't make it, me included. and I did a stupid thing this morning, hope mum's not mad at me already. anw, slept in. (: felt good! woke up and went straight for lunch. New York New York at kovan, good stuffs! (: laughed loads and ate well. then walked around, shopped abit and left to fetch Sam to gardens, then home! slacked loads, slept and almost woke up late for church. lucky I rushed and we were still in time. So, great choir! (: the singing was so great, I had to sing along. (: then left for dinner, Thai Express. good food again. (: then yup, saw many people at gardens, then went to ntuc, then home, and went for the drive.

Hmm, tmr, study! then band performance in the afternoon. (: maybe dinner at night.

Advice: Listen to If I Were A Boy by Beyonce!

I'm only doing what you did.

And, maybe you should consider thinking about the things you want to say,

before you actually say them, or consider how i would feel if i heard the things you said.

2008-12-12T18:39:00.004+08:00

YAY, studied abit today. but just abit la, nothing to be so proud of. hahaha (:

this afternoon's phonecall was good, really helped! thank you YOU (:

kay, training this morning was super slack too. bonding session first, which equals to slacking! (: then went to the gym, did quite abit, then did some ballwork and a mini game, super slow mo! walking mode. haha (: but yup, then went for lunch with bunny and rival (: good stuffs. hopefully will see them tmr.

but first,

EXol trg!!! (: YAY, can't wait for the retarded faces and the fun stuffs (:

2008-12-12T18:01:00.001+08:00

It didn't look important to you last time, like not at all.

So why now?

2008-12-11T20:53:00.011+08:00

HI :D

haven't been blogging for the few weeks cos I've been too lazy! :D everytime I want to blog, I open my internet browser and end up checking out other people's blog than blogging for myself. haha

So here's some stuff that I did in the past few weeks:

Firstly, EXol (:

With Bee! :D

And D! :D

But I dont have a picture with Best and of the whole team! and that's not good. ): Anw, all the matches are done. didn't get to the next round, but we had lots of fun! (: we had great goals for our games! and all the entertainment at the friendlies and with the Twins, omg, super cute! (: Really can't wait for next trg and for more matches together! oh, and our super cool caps we got from our new sponsor, Fujitsu. I've yet to get mine, but when I do, a picture of the oh-so-cool cap will be up. (: Trg on sat, can't wait (:

Okay, then went for work at an exhibition at Suntec Convention hall from last monday to thursday. OSEA 2008! (: cool stuffs.

Ex-tuition teacher asked me to go work part time for the exhibition to help her company, so I did. and it was good. Great in fact! (: my working partner was my senior who was my senior from Sjc too. I remembered her. (: haha so yes, had much fun. first day passed super slow cos we dont know what to do, but it was great for the other three days! had super alot of fun and talked lots with the bosses and all. (: on the last day, only remembered one line from the announcement, which was "OSEA 2008 is closing in 10 min, we hope you had a nice time and SEE YOU IN 2010!" haha I kept repeating that to my tuition teacher! haha okay, so grabbed the flowers and balloons and made nice bouquets for Bee, D, coach, and mummy. (:

Annabelle! (:

and D's bouquet of flowers, balloons and b'day her present! (:

okay, so went for hotel stay for the weekend with mummy, Sam, and cousins (: shopped quite abit, had fun! (: but the location wasn't our usual so didn't enjoy it as much as swissotel. but still, thanks mum! (:

Monday to Wednesday, CLASS CHALET! (: it was soo good. had loads of fun but I will put up the photos tmr or soon, getting lazy now! (:

Kay, I will be back soon! (: haha byeee!

2008-11-23T00:22:00.004+08:00

Ni jiao wo zen me zai xiang xin ni le?

and I just realise, wo duo me qi ni, ni ye bu hui zhi dao.

ni jiu bu hui jue de wo shi zai shuo ni. (:

2008-11-22T00:05:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 6am today! super tiring day. went for netball carnival at RGS. played 6 matches, 2 halves, 10 min each. equivalent to 2 full matches! wah, dieeee! really die. cos only 7 of us, really chiong like crazy. Got really angry at one point, stupid person! really want to box her. push me not enough, still make me fall. hai, angry till cannot put in my shots! but yeah, so sorry team.

But luckily, Cherie woke up at the right time and put in her shots then. (: really blur la she! but sometimes, very pro! I see also WAHHH! Thank you (: good good.

Jing Ke, that "princess", finally back from her trip. her stories are so entertaining and funny la. never fail to make us laugh till stomach pain! haha (: and thanks "princess", for coming back and playing all out for us, even though you must be damn tired from your trip. Thank you (:

Rival, thanks for being there

too and letting my have someone to tell me to chill and to laugh with! (:

Tse See, we all same same! :D haha yuan da ying, duan cheng feng, gao xing, lei! hahah we're coool (:

Lisa, Wan Ling, thanks too! (: shout more kay, please.

Hope we'll be able to train well and keep up (: JIA YOU!

After the carnival, went for lunch at far east. Chatted with Rival, Tse See, and Cherie. very shuang! (: ate then bus-ed home. wow, like finally reached home after so long. super tired, so came home and lie on the floor, was super hard to go up. haha finally decided to move and go bathe and slack. ending up watching show and only slept at like 5plus, for like 20 min, instead of the whole way before dinner.

So had dinner date with Bunny, who just came back from her trip, and Rival, who is flying off tmr. Waited for Bunny's call, then went to meet her in school. (: trained down to Dhoby Ghaut and talked lots, about her trip and all. (: Met Rival, then decided to go eat Secret Recipe. ate, talked lots again! (: oh my, super goood. (: and yes, we're cool (:

2008-11-17T14:26:00.002+08:00

Training this morning! (: initially there were 6 of us, then Tse See left, and we had to make do with 5. hahah but it was fun! we played the small square defence thing, and it was so hard. but good. (: can't wait for Jing Ke and Cherie to come back before we try it out. after that, kept shooting and playing around. so retarded. and poor Jess, she laughed and sun-tanned none stop. so funny. then she was like doing CWO, trying to pick up the leaves and all, only to throw them at us. funny much (: did quite alot of push up and crunches. felt good. hmm, then came home to bathe and it rained heavily so decided not to go and study. haha sooo, rot at home (: it'll do.

2008-11-17T12:23:00.001+08:00

The first time I fought so hard, and ynkaoi.

Can't believe after everything, you'd still say this.

Okay, Irdgi. And why do you keep shooting me?

What am I doing, you tell me then.

2008-11-16T15:32:00.002+08:00

Just came back from lunch! (: had dim sum near mum's office place. good food. hahah so full. walked around abit, saw cute disney stuffs, and everything else was just blurry! haha went to some other place for ntuc, and luckily my eyes were able to be fully opened by then, unlike this morning! one less thing to get scolded about. It'll do. (: hmm, so finally got a fan to replace that stupid noisy one in my room. now I can sleep better, I think? somewhat la. it'll do too.

Next on the list, a tinkerbell jigsaw puzzle! (: hahah 2 stitch jigsaws are done, now I need a shopping trip.

2008-11-16T15:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder if we will ever stop being scolded at.

But wait, why do I keep wondering when I know it will not stop.

You find fault with anything and everything, and its never ending.

What did we do wrong to deserve all this?

Its not our fault that you're always so angry,

so why are you scolding us all the time.

This is exactly why we love it when you're not at home!

Grandpa, Grandma, Abby, Aunty Noi, please?

2008-11-16T01:48:00.001+08:00

This night was the first where I saw lightning that made me upset.

T, bydstb.

2008-11-15T00:37:00.004+08:00

Friday, woke up not feeling too good. but it ended well (: Blur during lectures, but after playing cards and all, felt so much better! (: had training, and it felt really good. finally able to train well. after trg, left with Jess for macs! (: drank our ice-blended drinks and talked lots. (: yay, so cool. really talked about everything, all the way back to orientation too. (: mann, miss those times and going to miss them even more too.

Anw, think I pushed myself real hard today, but I guess it was really worth it, seeing what it is now.

hmmm, guess I don't try huh, kay la.

I feel like falling sick now! (: any suggestions on how to, anyone? hahah yay, wait then again not. hai, idk. ):

2008-11-10T00:31:00.001+08:00

(: thanks!

2008-11-08T17:09:00.001+08:00

And its all happening again. Just like how I was so afraid it would be. ):

Hai, nvm. Got to deal with it!

2008-11-08T01:45:00.004+08:00

YAY (: I'm so proud of my class, 0832 0832! :D oh my, so happy for us. 100% promoted, 10th out of 36 classes! (: great improvement for us. (: so happy. We did it, 0832!

All I've got to say is I'm really glad to be in 0832 and to have such great classmates like y'all. All the laughter and fun we had la, omg! (: all the photos to prove it. I'm so glad :D

from our very first task as a class, during orientation, a great accomplishment! (: till now, after a year long of everything. wow, we've gone through quite alot I must say, and I'm glad we did. (:

THANKS 0832, for everything! (: looking forward to the rest of the times we're going to have! (:

I LOVE 0832! :D

2008-11-04T00:05:00.005+08:00

Beee! (: Thanks for the update. its much more colourful than the previous one long time ago! hahah its cool (: Enjoy your Heroes and yes, I hope your dream will come true. come back and help me blog soon. (:

hopefully we'll go watch movie on wed with Best!

2008-11-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hello Wello! (:

It is my honour to update this dead & so-not-cool blog. But! With my presence, this blog is declared to be the COOOOOLEST blog! Wait, scratch that.

-REWIND-

Hello Wello! (:

It is my honour to update this dead & so-not-cool blog. But! With my presence, this blog is declared to be the SECOND COOOOOLEST blog! Why second, you might ask. Because... obviously my blog is the coolest!

I'm kinda lost for words now because I really wanna watch Heroes & ultimately, be one! Okay, this might not make any sense, but hey! People have dreams! Yknow, I've always wanted to be able to flyyyy all the way up up up to the sky. & grab some fluffy clouds to eat! What an awesome dream! (: I KNOW.

Okay, happy guessing who I am! I'll be back! I hope...

❤ B

2008-10-21T02:00:00.003+08:00

Just want to say, I really enjoy these times! (: Thanks!

2008-10-19T03:25:00.004+08:00

I look back and smile! (:

2008-10-18T20:33:00.005+08:00

Friday, had PW in the morning. had to make some changes to our WR, and I'm glad I was able to come home and do it, while everyone else who needed to change it had to flood the library and com lab. hahaha benefits of living opposite school (: anw, so yes. printed and went back to school. slacked and waited for the rest of the groups to finish, went to eat abit, then went for maths lecture, many were absent cos they were trying to finish WR. haha so yes, then had break, played cards, and went for chinese. omg, so boring! chinese was suppose to be 2 classrooms full of students from 3 classes, but in the end, there was only 3/4 of my class and 5 other people from another class. couldn't even fill one classroom. hahaha it was so boring that I left the classroom for a 'toilet break' and went to play cards with BFs! :D shhh. (: so cool, thank you! then hmm, had self training. fun fun, played like 4 quarters of street netball. (: then went home, ate abit, bathed, watched tv and even played badminton tooo! (: then BFs called, and went to meet them. haha so went for dinner and played again. haha fun fun! played for so long and didn't go home by the time I said I would. mum called and scolded, but dont care! (: hahaha so was damn tired, slept soon after calling Pig! (:

Sorry Pig, for making you sleep later than you could have and waking up tired! haha but thank you! (:

Today, got up though I really didn't want to. had dental, grabbed breakfast, then left for taka with Mum and Bri. (: hmm, bought 2 bags, so happy. hahaha wanted this Puma jacket, sooo nice! (: but nah, couldn't get it. then no mood to shop already, so waited for Bri to buy a dress for her graduation tea party, then grabbed lunch and left for home! (: came home, felt damn tired and Pigs couldn't come over, so was able to sleeeep! (: hahah woke up and watched YY3+1, so niceee! so touching that I cried. but it was good. (: hmm, so tonight, hopefully I wont be so tired. I want to stay up!

Oh oh, can't believe its only like in a week's time. so fast, don't feel like it is! hahah but cool! (:

2008-10-16T21:40:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, went to school late cos wasn't feeling well, so slept in! (: then attended econs lecture which was very entertaining. haha collected results after that. hmm, got to say I'm disappointed in myself la. but, what to do already, what's done is done then. forget about it. (: I'm so scared for everyone else too la, like Rival and Bee, and Lao ya. ): but just want them to know that we'll always be here for them and with them. (: Please cheer up kay. So after school, went for lunch at the coffee shop, then gardens for haato with Camy, Hui Yu, Jess, Hannah and Rachel (: ate and talked! (: had much fun. then they left, I hung out at gardens for awhile more, then left for home. was so tired! came home, slept till about 8, almost skipped dinner and got scolded. haha so yes, got up, ate, watched tv, then went out to walk, for very long. really wasn't in the mood to do anything! ): but yes, THANKS PIG, for the company! (:

Today, woke up, went to school. had a CCA briefing thing first thing in the morning, heard about the post-ltc event thing, and got so excited that I msged Hui Xiang like straight away. hahaha can't wait! :D so did pw, was sooo happy cos we managed to cut down the words to meet the word limit, from overshooting the word count by 600 to 200 to 90 plus then 60 plus and finally 18 only! :D soo happpyyy! :D was so motivated to get it over and done with. hahaha yay! :D then played some game on the laptop, I've got to say it was quite fun! :D left the class and went down to the canteen to find that pig! :D entertaining much! hahaha I'm glad you believed me when I said your picture was up here, PIG! :D HAHAHA but yes, I won't be so mean la kay. will save it for next time! hahah ooops! (:

So rushed home after that, changed and left to meet Girlgirl! (: Omg, so happy! finally got to see her and talked to her like loads. (: had so much fun just crapping and 'bullying' her! (: hahaha then MinPei came too! (: went to take for Mos to accompany her. then we left, walked around and all. Trained back with MinPei to Bishan, then bus-ed home! was feeling very down but I'm glad its much lesser than yesterday! (: hahaha

Thanks Twinnie and Girlgirl for the day out,

And thanks for telling me what I needed to hear. (:

Can't believe it. Guess all I have to say is that you really know how to play your cards right.

I really hate acting, y'know that.

Bee, don't MIA leh. I want to talk to you!

2008-10-12T22:10:00.009+08:00

So, slept late last night, woke up, and went to mass! (: after mass, went down to gardens to grab muffins and come home. then, watched YY3J1, then left for the club! (:

reached at about 12, so early, and look at how they set the tables for our reservation. I thought it was way cool, but my mum scolded them, like loads! She chased people away who were sitting around us and made the waiters shift the tables for us. so irritating!

anw, reached early cos we wanted to catch the F1 (: so coool, oh my. starting was exciting, turns were exciting too! felt so happy when hamilton spinned and me and my cousins kept cheering and hi5-ing! (: then didn't finish watching the race and left to play pool, then bowl! :D oh yay, felt goood. managed to pass my 100 mark to 114! (: so happy.

look at Kor's retarded face! (:

Timmy and Matthew, my two cute little nephews! (: look at their cute blur faces.

haha okay, so after the club, left for gardens with Sam and Yve! ate, then after that is a secret too! (: but I enjoyed the day very much, thanks yo! :D

so yes, I think I'm sick. ): was so looking forward to training tmr eh. ): I hope this is just temporary, like only for tonight, and that I'll be fine tmr! hopefully. pleaseeee God! (:

2008-10-12T01:08:00.002+08:00

Training this morning! (: so happy. had fun running, then doing circuit, some ball handling, a race, then gameeee! (: played street netball and oh, it was so fun! (: managed to get my shots in and like move properly, so it was goood. and luckily, I didn't have to use my kneeguard today (:

went for lunch which Best, Coach, Kc, Shaoxuan and Deannah. (: went to school for awhile, then walked home! bathed, then slacked the whole day. just lied on my bed watching shows on the com! (: so coool, got like addicted to it and it was soo touching! didn't want to leave for dinner but I did. hahah so went to the bbq pit to grab some food and yes, where I went later is a secret! hahahaha :D

so now I'm home, and I'm really awake. not planning on sleeping anytime soon. hahaha suppose to be watching my show but here I am blogging! (:

Oh yay, church tmr morning and FAMILY LUNCH after that at the club! :D :D :D can't wait. its been so long since our last outing, omg. miss everyone! and I wonder what's the occasion tmr. hahaha yay, can't wait. (:

Oh, and B and BB, I hope you all will be fine and cheer up okay, pleaseeee! (:

Goodnight! (:

2008-10-12T00:45:00.001+08:00

Oh kay, so I wanted to blog about what I've been doing for the past few days, but I really can't remember! hahaha only remember going to school, and hmmm, idk what else!

Oh wait, I remember what I did on Friday! (: went to school, service learning talk in the morning, after that, celebrated birthday, ate cake! (: then left for swensens at ps! lousy place, so we kept talking about how we were going to complain and everything. while settling the bill, we had an extra 16 bucks of change from we dont know where! so after like at least 10 min of debate, we decided to just split it between all of us. damn funny! (: left and went to walk around ps, and oh, I saw Mrs Lee. (: it was so retarded, cos i was like just pointing to escalator downstairs and going, Oh oh, and Hannah was trying to figure out what I was pointing at. we managed to catch her attention and waved at her while she was trying to hide behind her husband. hahah so we tried to stalk her to ask her about our GP results, and all she said was "All pass!" (: hahah so walked around more, then left for home cos I was sooo tired. wanted to sleep when I reached home but after bathing, I decided not to. (: so just slacked, was suppose to go out for dinner but just ate maggi mee at home. then left for gardens to meet Sam. She wasn't done with dinner so I walked over to Bailyn's house after checking out video ezy! hmm, sat and talked awhile, then decided to go buy mango beancurd and go back to the house and watch tv! (: ended up watching the Big Bang Theory and Madtv! damn funny, omg! (: goood stuffs mann. so yes, got sent home after the show, hmm, got scolded by my mum for some retarded reason. and yes, didn't feel like sleeping after that. so stayed up talking and watching show! (: cool night! (:

2008-10-12T00:22:00.008+08:00

CLASS BBQ! (: - 7.10.08

so, we had our 0832 class bbq at Leonard's place on tuesday. met Camy at AMK hub ntuc first, then we went to start shopping for all our foood! (: so cool, followed the shopping list and grabbed all the stuff the two of us could decide on by ourselves. left the chips and drinks and more foood to the rest after they arrived! here's our shopping cart for you, when it was only half filled!

so after we grabbed all our food, the guys came to help us carry some of the stuffs! took a bus to Leonard's place and walked in from the main road, quite far leh. haha so we reached the bbq pit, started setting up the stuffs, while the guys went to Leonard's place to get the lighter and all. they took soooo long, we were all getting so angry cos all we wanted was a lighter and they took soo long! hahaha so we decided to start unpacking, and after unpacking, we could still sit down and eat chips and chat before the guys finally brought the stuff down. then me and Camy tried to set up the fire but failed. only JJ was successful! lucky us! hahaha

So Jess and I were the ones that cooked the whole night, and it was so fun (: the only thing I enjoyed cooking was the satay and they all said I looked like I was cooking teppanyaki, especially Jessica, and she kept laughing at me! but, it was fun! (:

PICTURE OF THE DAY! (:

2008-10-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

Just got back from dinner not too long ago! (: left the house for gardens like 6, super early la. but just wanted to get out of the house! ate prata, then wanted to go for the coolest desserts at gardens, but it wasn't open! so mean la. ): but nvm, guess it was a sign for us to go get our Starbucks! :D

So left gardens for Compass, ended up taking the wrong bus. so we had to walk over to another bus stop to wait for 156. reached compass, headed straight to Starbucks! (: had a huge cup of Vanilla frappe today! sooo huge but shiok. (: and it was freezing outside la, omg. and yes, somebody kept complaining about the whipped cream and how it was sooo fattening when it was like so nice la. hahaha so we talked lots, like lots! (: so many things to talk about, starting from like wayyy back to now. (: then left for cold storage at about 830 to grab marshmallows and some stuffs for bbq tmr. (: and somebody kept ignoring me while I was talking y'know, must be because of the chocolate eyeballs that I kept showing her! HAHA :D hmm, and I couldn't decide on what to buy for the bbq tmr, and she kept suggesting to me to buy a big packet raisins or prunes and some retarded stuffs. such a pig! haha

Left for home after shopping at the supermarket, and took a bus ride back. (: talked loads again, and I realise my memory isn't that bad after all. haha

so we got to her bus stop, alighted, missed many of my buses as we just sat there talking for like half an hour about loads of stuff again. felt so coool, just remembering all those stuff that happened in the past few years! (: Thank You you! (:

And yes, cool desserts soon. (: Mondays are out, got that!

So now, waiting for daddy to like get his butt off the chair so we can go for dinner. but its like not happening, so piggy!

Tmr, Class BBQ! :D :D :D hahaha can't wait. so exciting! meeting to buy food before heading to Leonard's place, yay yay! (:

2008-10-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

I really wonder why I try. That's all I've got to say now.

2008-10-04T15:38:00.009+08:00

YESTERDAY, slept in like really in, till about 1! felt really goooood that I was finally able to sleep in that much! (: then stayed home and slacked. went for dinner with BESTBESTS! :D really made my day. hahah met lovely BB on the bus and took a long bus ride to Compass. walked around and tried to decide on what we were going to eat, then finally decided on KFC and waited for B to come so we could eat! :D omg, was so happy la. felt like some small kid that hasn't eaten for so long. haha

Anw, after dinner, went to Starbucks cos I was really craving for it! (: got our drinks and just slacked outside! so shiok la, really nice night. the moon was out, and there was lightning! hahah :D so talked quite abit. then I went to find JAMIE! (: saw Sam, Amerie and Marcella too. Oh my, its been so long la. (: got so many free hugs, and we're planning for movies and popcorn at my place soon! (:

Left at about 9 and went to the bus interchange and yup, as quoted from Best's blog,

"Bay: *sings* run baby runnn.

BB: *pretended to run*
B: What you doing?
BB: She said Run baby run whatttt.
B & Bay: You baby meh?"

and and, sentence of the night, BB: "Singapore got any satellites meh? Wait, don't answer that." haha (:

hahahah entertainment for the night! (:

THANKS BESTBESTS. (: really enjoyed the time spent with you all :D

TODAY, got up for EXol training in the morning. was damn tired cos I slept at like 3 last night as I was waiting for daddy to get back from KL! met Best at the normal place and we walked over to OL. training today was great! (: like finally ran and played netball after so long, felt real good. (: after trg, went for lunch at gardens. ate, walked to video ezy, realised there are so many new movies I need to catch up on, then mummy picked me up and we went to get food and drinks from highlanders. suddenly felt like playing badminton, so asked that pig! tried to find a place to go play, but failed. so I guess its a sign to stay home! (: haha but its good. can slack yet again. (:

B! Cheer up okay (: hope you'll be fine eh. Sorry I haven't been able to talk to you for so long, so sorry it feels like I haven't been there for you. But I just really hope you'll cheer up and be fine okay, that's all I ask for. If you want to talk, know I'm here kay. (: Its okay if you don't know how to tell me what's bothering you and all, but just want you to know, no matter what, we can still talk! (: doesn't have to be about the stuff, anything will do! (: love you b! give you many free hugs kay, cheeer up!

BB! Cheer up too okay (: Sorry about yesterday, guess we were abit too harsh. But just really wanted it to work, so sorry kay. hope you'll be fine too okay. if anything, just call or text me kay (: hai seng soon ya? (: love you too bb!

TO B and BB! <3

2008-10-01T18:06:00.008+08:00

Pictures from DATER! (:

this is what made us happy already! haha (:

and 0832 pictures from monday (:

Hope there'll be many many more! (: yay!

2008-10-01T01:32:00.011+08:00

DATE WITH DATER TODAY! (:

wanted to shop, but couldn't find anything! so sad. but we went to eat our favourite GELARE! (: YAY, so shiok. like really after sooo long, finally ate it, so happy. and best was that it was with dater. (: so we talked lots, and took so many pictures! (: it really made our day after we couldn't buy anything today. (:

THANKS DATER, for the great day! (: Love you too, miss you. (: yes yes, gelare again soon!

2008-09-30T00:00:00.006+08:00

Finally, about today! (:

PROMOS OVER! (: hahahha like finally! now I can sleeeep more and eat well! or at least I will try. I have one less reason to sleeep so late and not eat la. hahaha anw, physics paper can just go and die la, wah lao. anyhow whack until cannot whack anymore la. just hope it still can turn out well, but don't care, OVER! (:

So, after the paper, went to eat straight away with Rachel, Leonard and JJ! (: like wow, I actually finally ate again. hahhaha was damn tired, slept at like 430 the night before, but I couldn't be bothered. hahah so came home, bathed, then left for somerset to meet the rest! (: bused then trained down with Hannah and Xiao Wei. reached Somerset and I was like the first. hahah so waited for Denise, Jess, and Camy. (: came, then we left for Heeren. Rachel came, and we went to eat cakes! (: yay, so shiok! h

aha then left to shopppp! omg, its been so long since I last shopped like shopped la (: bought stufffs, so happy! (:

then after shopping, left with Lao ya to go to suntec! (: so coool. took bus over! went to get food, then went up to sky garden! (: ate there and just slacked, cos really too tired already mann. leg's were killing us. hahha very very nice place (: took pics! (: yay, so cool.

kay, so left at about 8plus, 9. went to bus stop and thought there was no bus there, but lucky lucky got! (: so took a long bus ride! like finally, so happy! (: then walked home from serangoon station, so cool la. like just kept walking then oh, reach home! (: haha

some pics from today! (:

2008-09-29T23:43:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY, RACE DAY! :D :D :D

went over with Mum to City hall. (: walked around while I waited for Mum to get me up to the sky suite again. hahah oh my! was sooo hungry, kept complaining. haha finally got up and went to eat dinner! (: soo shiok. hahah so then, waited awhile for the race to start! (: thought it would be better but what a race mann! hahaha all the crashes and unexpected winners. but but, it was goood. hahaha great stuff mann, omg! Really glad I got to gooo! (: so shiook, wah lao. anw, I'm too tired to talk about it. wanted to say so much, but I can't remember! omgg. hahah here's just one picture of that day, too lazy to load the rest so nvmmm! (: wanna see the tell me. hahha

Mann, can't upload the videos I toook, so sad la. wah lao! got so many nice ones of the race but, tooo bad! hahahha for me to see! (: want to see then tell me, I show you! hahhaa :D

YAY, Great stuff, these are the good times la (:

2008-09-29T23:11:00.007+08:00

BACK TRACK TO SATURDAY! (:

F1, qualifying! (: with Yvelyn, Kor, and Mum! (: great evening. first, walked around the place, went to check out the good spots that Kor they all found! then then, checked out some cars, and omg, Mum managed to bring us in to the SKY SUITE! (: wayy cool, omg. buffet, free flow of drinks, ice cream, omggg! (: it feels so great that we got to experience it! (: then, it was soooo comfortable in the suite that we decided to stay there instead of going down to watch the qualifying by the track. so we watched it on the rooftop! (: made bets with all the people at the table, and Kor won the bet! (: I was soo close to getting it but its okay, spilt the winnings anyway, cool stuffs. (:

2008-09-26T01:07:00.005+08:00

Okay, so I'm giving F1 a miss later today! decided to study for Physics and give my cousin the ticket for today (: hahaha oh my! can't wait. I'm going to study for Physics so I can go enjoy on Sat and Sunday, hopefully (: OMG, SO COOL! (: (: (:

And look at that, my mum got a small CHOCOLATE F1 car! (: so coool. hahah I think I should get it, right right? haha :D cool stuffs!

F1 F1 F1! :D

Oh, and I can't wait to meet Dater and Bestbests after promos! :D :D :D

2008-09-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

I really don't know why I wait up anymore. and nah, this time I'm wide awake, not tired, if y'know what I mean.

2008-09-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

EEYER, SO UNFAIR! Heidfeld and Kubica went to my mum's office todayyyy! OMG, and I didn't get to see them. oh mann, only if there wasn't econs today. unfair unfair. but its coool, mummy's so cool (: haha kay, back to chinese.

YAY YAY, SUNDAY! :D SO COOOL! can't wait to bring my tickets out for a trip. hahahaha (:

): thanks, I guess I'm just not worth it.

2008-09-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

One paper down, five more to go.

Geog's a killer, still studying for it, not even close to done.

looking forward to coming home and resting a little more tmr! (:

and last thing,

F1 :D :D :D

2008-09-21T02:10:00.002+08:00

Oh oh, one more thing!

IMY BESTBESTS! Like alot alot. I can't wait till after promos, so we can go eat tang yuan and go to hai sing! (: omggg, hurry. hahah see you all soon BB! sorry I couldn't see you all during the past week or so, but I will soon! (: thanks BB, for the post! (: Can't wait to see you all! (: love love best! (:

2008-09-21T02:06:00.002+08:00

Okay, sorry for the previous few posts! was just feeling really tired and not good at all. hahah but its fine now I guess, its cool. (: was just tired, really really tired. all the studying is so boring! but but, will still study! (: just hope it all turns out well. (:

oh no, too much to do, too little timeeee!

2008-09-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to think anymore. I like to tell myself you're busy, and believe me, I always have to. I just don't want to disturb you, but who am I kidding? it hurts, real bad. I don't want to lie to myself anymore, I really don't. ):

2008-09-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

thanks, that was really what I needed to see. thanks alot.

2008-09-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I care, because it really doesn't seem like you do.

2008-09-17T00:33:00.002+08:00

Night studying for the past two days have been quite productive, considering that when studying anywhere, its never really productive for me. hahah anw, much entertainment during these two nights! firstly, yesterday, we were trying to explain some geog stuff to Daryl, and it was damn funny! (: He didn't know the difference between why and how! hahaha or at least through the geog stuff we explained! spent a good 15min trying to explain, and he could still mix it up. and today, some cookie stuffs, really got us so entertained. Oh, and a cool thing was that my class ordered kfc for dinner today, and it was so cute of them. (: hahah

OMG, few more days, so dead. hope it'll all go well!

Good Luck to everyone too! (: Jia you! (: but remember to chill!

2008-09-14T23:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO! (: I'm blogging. haha how's this? (:

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and this is MY very own nice little post! (:

2008-08-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

OMG, I feel so dumbbb! Thought I had loads of work to be done by tmr, but I realise I don't have to finish them by tmr! haha made me so stress over the weekend for nothing! but then again, it was good (: haha

So, national day dinner at Gerry's place was good! (: had fun watching the fireworks and just hanging out with the cousins! (: can't wait for our next gathering! (: hopefully next weekend, yay (:

Anw, I'm so gladd I got new shoes already, like finally! (: Thanks Dad! I hope two weeks will faster pass so Daddy will come home! But I don't want it to pass so soon, cos it'll mean many days closer to promos, and I dont want to diee!

Oh, and Special thanks to Hui Yu for motivating me to study, somehow! (: haha

Hope it'll be a good week ahead! (:

2008-08-09T15:15:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D

I'm so in the mood to sing national day songs now, lala (: hahah

Can't wait to go over to Gerry's house later for dinner, and and cousins time! :D :D

Happy Eve of National Day to us yesterday! :D

so yesterday, had national day celebration in school! :D the celebration was quite boring, but I'm glad the few of us were there together! (: went for lunch after the celebration! (: then came home early, it was quite cool. haha oh oh, this was so funny. yesterday, in the morning during assembly, while we were trying to take attendance, we kept missing out one person, and we just couldn't figure out who the person was. then Miss Teng just made me turn around and she used my shirt as a namelist! hahaha it was so funny, but clever her. hahaha :D

2008-08-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

YAY, look at that! :D I'm so excited to go watch it, omg! :D :D got it like a week ago or so, placed it at my bedside to look at it everday! hahaha so fun. Can't wait la, omg (: But y'know what, its like in the middle of Promos I think, but only got physics paper after that, so hopefully it'll still be fine! (: but YAY, can't wait! :D :D

2008-08-08T00:55:00.001+08:00

I'm so stupid. ): why did I believe I can forget about it?

2008-08-08T00:19:00.004+08:00

Its been so long since the last time I cried, but I'm glad I did, somehow? Glad the timing was just nice, glad its okay now! (: Yay, thanks rain and lightning! (: I know you'll always be there for me. Yay! (: really felt good that I was able to take a walk, like finally! (: miss all those times I did, when I had time to just sit there and stare! Wish I had more time to! (:

Its time to push it all away. Be strong, just block it all out! (:

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been

2008-08-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

YAY, back from supper! (: best was that it was spent with daddy! (: (: and Sam and cousin! (: I wish all fridays will be like that! (: can't wait can't wait! (:

:D quite alot of happiness tonight, finally! (:

2008-08-01T21:56:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA! :D

Anw, today started out quite okay (: but then it just went downnn, like so downnn. ): all the way till we went to J8! became less sian, and after that, ate cookies and long john's and :D :D hahaha now its all fine, I guess. (: rushed from J8 to go home, then to gardens to meet BESTBEST for EXol trg! :D walked up to Cheryl's house, dropped off our bags and went for a night run! (: it was the coolest, ever! :D was practically sprinting at least half of the run! and not tired not tired! (: so coool! I want to go for more night runs! :D hahah then went for strength trg at the park! (: teamed with both bestbest! (: cool stuffs mann. but I had to leave early, so left at almost 9, walked all the way home, alone! hahaha quite fun! (: lucky I got back not too late and mummy didn't scold! (: hahah I can't wait for trg next week! hopefully I can make up some excuse to stay! (:

YAY! (: so happy I got to see bestbest after soo long! (: haha

Sooo, night run, anybody? :D

2008-07-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

(: I'm glad the day's ending fine and I'm happy! (: thanks for cheering me up, and also, for the balloon! (: YAY!

the day didn't go too well, got up early, and really upset, tried to push it aside for the time being, and went to school, which was great! (: but then during geog lecture, it just hit me, again. ): dont know why it was so sudden either, but it got really bad. ): couldn't shake it off no matter what. after gp, got a free hug! (: felt good. (: talked abit, and got another bao jing! (: YAY! thanks thanks! so after school, left for home, went back to school, and left for gardens. (: studied, bought stuffs, and happy happy (:

I want more bao jings! (:

and I hope I wont think about it already. ):

2008-07-30T22:15:00.001+08:00

2008-07-28T01:13:00.002+08:00

For a moment there, I thought it was going to be fine! but then again, nooo.

Ahhh, nvm! Why am I letting it bother me so much? Idk either.

BESTBEST, Wo yao gen ni jiang hua! ): and I can't wait to see you on tuesday! looking forward to that! :D :D

and balloons of cos! (:

2008-07-27T18:14:00.004+08:00

): this sucks, Irdk what's bothering me.

I'm so hungry and tired, but wth. Should be so happy that I'm done with EOM and other stuffs, but nooo!

die la, hope the night will be fine. If not then, I'll just look forward to tmr, I know it will be fine then (: wait, tell me I'm right? and and, tmr's so far away. ): mann!

I want to to set off balloons with wishes, now! ):

BESTBEST! Where are you? ):

2008-07-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

Had testimonial match for trg today! (: it was coool! didn't expect us to play the way we did. (: felt really goood. haha yay! (: thanks team! and thanks to the seniors for coming down for the match too! (:

maths class test tmr and I havent studieddd! so tired la, omg. knee hurts like madd! haha I keep thinking it hurts so much cos its so cold, but then again, I also don't know! hahaha hopefully it'll be fine by tmr! (:

okay, off to try to study! hahah goodnight! (:

2008-07-22T01:11:00.007+08:00

OMG, YAY! (: I'm finally done with Geog. Don't know why I took so long also la. tired tired ): But yay, tmr will be a short day, then can go collect phone :D :D then then, can come back and sleep, hopefully! (: really need to catch up on my sleep la. haha and hopefully I won't be so tired in classes tmr.

I can't wait to go collect my ticket for F1! :D so exciting, omg! the collection just started today and my cousin already went, so cool! hahah (: can't wait!

2008-07-21T00:47:00.001+08:00

Mann, I just finish my stupid EOM ): so tired la, omg. and its actually not even finished. ):

Tmr's going to be a long day, siann. hopefully it'll all be well (:

Goodnight all!

2008-07-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

today was cool! (: oh oh, and I finally went to send my phone for repair, can't wait to get it back. (:

haha anw, can't believe I'm still up and wide awake. (: study study.

Goodnight to everyone else. (:

and, get well soon Lao ya! (:

and and, ILY BB! :D See ya soon!

2008-07-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

OMG, I'm an Idiot.

2008-07-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

The day didn't start out well at all, and I'm so eager to see if it will end well, or just the same way as it started out. So, I couldn't get myself to think right for the whole day. Was really damn sian and I'm sorry Lao ya. Sorry for not cheering up and making you emo too eh. but thanks for like always checking up on me and telling me not to cry. (: really appreciate it. So had training after school, was damn tired to train, and no mood at all. So sorry Jess and the team! sat in the canteen and really didn't want to go change and go for trg, so just tried to planned the netball interhouse cos my stomach was killing me la. ): finally went to change and went for for warm up, which I swear was the fastest warm up I ever ran. just wanted to chu qi and get over with it. knee hurt like hell but I couldn't be bothered. sat out for the earlier part of trg just thinking about what I was going to do, especially about the team. ): we're down to 9 again, so great. drank milo and it helped (: so, I only played later and my wrist was like rubbish la. hah. Tennis interhouse tmr, and I don't know how I'm going to play, damn pain la, omg!

Anw, met Twin on the way out of school. she told me to take care of my knee, wrist and finger or not next one will be my head that drops out la, hah, and I asked her to wait for that. (:

Anw, I'm sorry. really hope you'll be able to cheer up (:

2008-07-16T01:03:00.004+08:00

Guess I thought wrong about a lot of things. ): I shouldn't talk like that anymore.

And now I know, it did not get better. But will it? Irdk, so much for trying.

2008-07-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hey, please cheer up! If you see this, I'm sorry. I think I know what you're talking about but then again, not really. care to talk about it? Sorry kay. I didn't think it'd be like that. ): if you're thinking that its not affecting me, then you're wrong. Sorry, really hope we could talk about it but if not, its okay. thanks again, for being here and smiling for me la (: Sorry ):

2008-07-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

So today, wasn't very great either. the day started out damn badly. ): really tried so hard to smile when I could. Thanks Lao ya, for trying to cheer me up and keep telling me to not be sad. and to You, Thanks for trying to make me smile eh! (: thanks for smiling for me too when I couldn't. (: after awhile, it was okay. but then again, not. lunch did cheer me up though, but later, it was back to the same thing. Tennis interhouse in the evening, stayed back to play more and to chu qi, till like so late. cos I really didn't want to come home, but had to. ): only managed to eat a little lunch today, very great. my knee hurts so badly la, omg. but then again, its kind of good? :D idk!

anw, this sucks la ): wish there was at least someone I could talk to, like really really. ):

and BESTBEST! (: thanks for being here for me and talking to me (: really appreciate it. LOL BB! (: hope you're doing fine in school too. see ya soon (:

2008-07-13T14:50:00.001+08:00

Will it all get better in time? I wonder ):